The sun is setting

So far the summer has passed along nicely. Cricket, running, voluntary work and some sort of routine throughout the day, yeh.
I have a half marathon to train and prepare for in Oct and a new job assessment coming up soon.
Yet I still have little wobbles. 
I still yearn for the past a little and my nerves still threaten. 
But here I am. I'm still here and that has to count for something. I have to be mindful now and I do try and treat myself nicely and well and choose what I can and can't do. And if that means saying, no then so be it.
The recovery has been long and slow but it is still ongoing.
But I am still here.