La tristesse durera tourjours

This will never end will it? On and on until either I give in or, what?
My crying isn't limited to day to day now. 
I now do it or am on the verge of it in my dreams tool.
I should be so happy but feel so sad.

This sadness will last forever

With the Floyd on and a sad thought this came out...

You  break me when you're with me, but I'm lost when you leave
Up and down round and around you spin me my sunshine you thieve

The ghost of whatshername....

I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatsername has been

Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
I must confess
The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
From so long ago

(Go, Go, Go, Go..)

And in the darkest night
If my memory serves me right
I'll never turn back time
Forgetting you, but not the time

Another linky link and a brief brief

Someone else's battles with it here: http://sunnyspellsandscatteredshowers.blogspot.ie/

Tis damned hot and I'm listening a lot to Green Day and old school punk.

Dreamsville

I had a dream about her again. They are becoming a bit more frequent at the moment.
This one was a bit different from the others I've mentioned. Again , we were together, or back together but later on she became a memory. During this the ability to create a hologram of her from my memories and then project itself in front of me; I could hold her, see her smile talk but not hear any sounds. The longer time when without her the image became more a guess on the part of the machine using my memories to fill in the missing bits and pieces.
It's left me wanting to get in touch with her. To tell her that I do miss her greatly and would love to hold her.
but I know this wouldn't achieve much, aside from make me feel a little better. 
Would I get the same answer? Would I get any answer?
The image never matches does it?
If I wasn't so weary my writing and explanation would probably be a lot better and maybe, garner me a lot more views and readers.
Meh.

Zzzzzzz so many zzzzzzzz

I am tired, I am weary, I could sleep for a thousand years..

Toonz for the start of today

Started off with this... here we go

and then this....